It's been two nights unable to sleep.
I am so useless, I even can't control my tears to drops down. Tears are just words the heart can't say... I hate you ? but I love you. Or maybe I should hate myself, Hate that I love you so much ! Love to the last, pain is my sincere. Maybe my sadness should be called deserve. Is it everyone same like me, so stupid ? Do you even care what I'm going through ? You hurt me more than I deserve, how can you be so cruel ? I love you more than you deserve, why am I such a fool ? I admit that I'm just a fool, I'm just a fool for you. My eyes hurt from crying, my heart aches from trying & in the end I still have nothing. Everyone thinks that I am happy & fine, but look a little closer..you'll see tears in my eyes. Sometimes I just wish you can understand my feelings. Sometimes I wish I were a little kid again, skinned knees are easier to fix than broken hearts...and I wish my book of life was written in pencil, there are a few pages I would like to erase.


PLEASE, I'M NOT SUPERHUMAN.