I realized too, that you had become the part of my Life.. it's true you are the one and I do, who make me feel alive. Just like an Angel ; suddenly came into my Life,brighten up my day and my life when I'm feeling so upset. I believe that maybe this is our Fate... you are the Princess that I means, you are the one who I called "my Babiie" always. I loved to make you smile and happy always, so I care. I believe what my heart feelings, I admit what i said, I know what it's meant to be.. But maybe it's not my time right now, I don't have the right to say this.. maybe I do not deserve. I'm so sorry, so sorry for I lied to you before. But now you are finally realized, I just gotta let you know how I feel. Did you realized,we had so much tacit ?
I want to wipe your tears when you cry, hug you when you feeling sad. Wish to be your man,now and forever...Get married and have our 1st child named "Alexa". Hahax ! maybe I think too much.. Anyway all I said, is from the bottom of my broken heart.




Girl, you touch my heart
&
I fall for you.

Please forgive me.

Happy Birthday to my Babiie Rene !

It's been two nights unable to sleep.
I am so useless, I even can't control my tears to drops down. Tears are just words the heart can't say... I hate you ? but I love you. Or maybe I should hate myself, Hate that I love you so much ! Love to the last, pain is my sincere. Maybe my sadness should be called deserve. Is it everyone same like me, so stupid ? Do you even care what I'm going through ? You hurt me more than I deserve, how can you be so cruel ? I love you more than you deserve, why am I such a fool ? I admit that I'm just a fool, I'm just a fool for you. My eyes hurt from crying, my heart aches from trying & in the end I still have nothing. Everyone thinks that I am happy & fine, but look a little closer..you'll see tears in my eyes. Sometimes I just wish you can understand my feelings. Sometimes I wish I were a little kid again, skinned knees are easier to fix than broken hearts...and I wish my book of life was written in pencil, there are a few pages I would like to erase.


PLEASE, I'M NOT SUPERHUMAN.